Looks like you can not erase what is not supposedly there

I need strength today and for the next several days. I really don't know how good it is to be lost in your own thoughts.

My quiting smoking is not doing so well right now but I am glad to report that the crave is gone all that is left is the routine. That is the hardest part to break. I keep taking the pills that are making me so sick. But now I have to wonder, is it the pills or is it just the stress of my life and the drama that has been filling it?

But on another note, I am joining the police academy in January. This will mess up my progress on my BS but it really seems like the right thing to do now. I have to be responsible for me. It is time. I will be doing this sooner or later, so why not sooner?
Wish me luck for all my upcoming adventures.